一度しかない私の人生！！

一度しかない人生、充実していますか??

・・・最近その言葉が私に大きく響いて聞こえてくる。そう
私はまだまだこれからっ！！だからその一度しかない人生を思いっきりいいものにしたい。誰よりもとかじゃなくて、自分らしく、幸せをつかんでいきたい

I'm looking for how i can get my goal and also what is the best way of to get my goal everyday.

I'm going to graduate high school,and I'm going to take final exam for that but i don't feel like want to study for that.I better do that with my best. I'm thinking my future more than now. I know that they have hole which can be trap.I better look where I'm stepping now.It's not easy to through with best ....

it has been so long time i didn't update...

Hello hello(I'm gonna try to write this in English...)
I had really weird dream today. It was like kinda criticism of japanese OTAKU
First thing i think that all of the world's people still has racial discrimination even they say they don't do that.But actually I had felt they still have that when i was in U.S. It's not so clear like we can see. But of course they have bad word for black people.and i guess the discrimination won't disappeare as the bad word is being in this world.I was thinking of that before i slept.and i guess that's why i had dream that...
i guess it's future of japan in the dream.and we have been separated between OTAKU and not otaku people. and in the dream , the otaku was separated as weird people in Japan...
So weird dream. But i thought it can happen somehow..lol
it's not impossibleWell, it was sooo weird dream
I wish it won't happen to us!!!
Well I wrote in Japanese too