Ｔｉｍｅ ｆｌｉｅｓ ｌｉｋｅ ａｎ ａｒｒｏｗ

So weird. Because time is  passing away with high speed only around me Not fare at all I'm just feeling like that. Of course I'm not that unstable  about that.
But almost of my friends  just got start of their new life. Most of them says it'S nervous to get into new life.cuz nobidy knows what's gonna happen.I guess.
My reall start has not got start yet.I'm still doing ready for that 

In these days I'm like a ..... don't know what to do....?
like... looking for something.but i don't know so doing same thing to get satisfy of myself. got bf, looking new part time job.... But I'm feeling like i still can't get enough. It's not sufficient.....I'm not talking about my dream or ... what i wanna do for my future. I'm sure that of course I do have.
ummm maybe i'm just tired. and maybe kinda lonely. like somewhere of  my body got empty....

but  I definitely can see that I'm happy or delighted when I'm with my bf for some reason... Maybe people can get like the feeling when people who the people loves or likes would need the people.
.......Confused
So my kinda problem can't find the resolves.

Ummm I always can't get to know how i can get out from the situation.