The moment I feel happy...
I would say it is when I am with Yoshi, my husband !
No, I am not kidding !! Heh, heh.
My life has been more simple since I came here in Toronto.
I had been working before marriage for about 10 years but now I stay at home not doing any job but only house chores. I am so sure this kind of slow life is absolutely necessary for me.
I appreciate that Yoshi put me in this situation. I mean, by getting married with me, taking me with him to Canada and having me around.
I used to be so-called workaholic.
I found myself worthy only when I worked as hectic as I could be. I was nearly obsessed with work to be perfectly done. I hated myself when I made mistakes. Even if I did correctly, I was freaking out finding something undone yet or could-have-been-done-better.
I know this is my negative personality that should be mended. In fact, I got ill-minded and paranoid after all..
Yoshi rescued me from the nightmare.
He was the one who indicated I behaved too excess. He said I should be more tolerant and take things easy.
For me, He is like a saver who forgives me, accepts me and loves me.
That's why I decided to marry him.. :-)
I have totally no idea what is going on here but.. it is like a magic, I never feel tired being with him. ----- Well, this is not true. We often have a fight or two. I mean, A LOT. I have felt exhausted and doubted if I could carry on this marriage. ---- I still want to hold him tight and kiss him every time I get a chance.
... Don't kick my ass, OK ?? Heh, heh.
I would say it is when I am with Yoshi, my husband !
No, I am not kidding !! Heh, heh.
My life has been more simple since I came here in Toronto.
I had been working before marriage for about 10 years but now I stay at home not doing any job but only house chores. I am so sure this kind of slow life is absolutely necessary for me.
I appreciate that Yoshi put me in this situation. I mean, by getting married with me, taking me with him to Canada and having me around.
I used to be so-called workaholic.
I found myself worthy only when I worked as hectic as I could be. I was nearly obsessed with work to be perfectly done. I hated myself when I made mistakes. Even if I did correctly, I was freaking out finding something undone yet or could-have-been-done-better.
I know this is my negative personality that should be mended. In fact, I got ill-minded and paranoid after all..
Yoshi rescued me from the nightmare.
He was the one who indicated I behaved too excess. He said I should be more tolerant and take things easy.
For me, He is like a saver who forgives me, accepts me and loves me.
That's why I decided to marry him.. :-)
I have totally no idea what is going on here but.. it is like a magic, I never feel tired being with him. ----- Well, this is not true. We often have a fight or two. I mean, A LOT. I have felt exhausted and doubted if I could carry on this marriage. ---- I still want to hold him tight and kiss him every time I get a chance.
... Don't kick my ass, OK ?? Heh, heh.