I suffer from Bipolar Disorder.

I suffer from Bipolar Disorder.
I fallen into depression for 10 days.
Today I am not depressive and not manic.

But I take much amount of sleeping drugs,
because I cannot sleep.
Yesterday I went to bed at 3:00AM.
I wake up at 12:00PM today.

I will go to psychosomatic medicine on Monday.
My doctor judge that I can go to the office or not.

Recently I am manic for 2 weeks and depressive for 2 weeks.
When I am manic, I go to the office.
I don't waste much money and use credit card.

But when I am depressive,
I just lay down my bed in my house for 2 weeks.
I can do nothing and lower of motivation.
I cannot use PC and read a book.

I took all paid holiday(20days) and all medical leave(40day)
for 2 years, but I just cut off my bonus a little.
I am not fired yet. It is very good company.

I inject Insulin 4times a day.
Before I inject Insulin, I lost 20kg weight.
Now my weight is normal.

Thanks for your many photograph.
I don't paint, sorry. I just write Weblog with heart and soul.
I also like karaoke.

I try to reserve all photos in Panoramio and Facebook.
If you join Facebook, you can look more and more.
You can also look at my thin body.
 http://www.panoramio.com/user/322517/tags/My%20Photograph