I cannot sleep well.

I suffer from bipolar disorder.
I don't go to office and stay home for 6 month.
I have time to spare almost everyday.

I am manic state state now.
I cannot sleep well though I take much amount of sleeping drug.

I try to take many medicine.
I hope that I will find good medicine.

Life is long. Don't worry about me.
I enjoy my life in manic state,
though I suffer from in depressive state.

PS
If my disease will cure, I need to take much sleeping drug.