speech

My working place have "morning speech". And it is my turn tomorrow.
Since I came to the section now, I have had so many chances to give speeches.
Because there are not many people in our group (department), rotation is very fast. Like twice a month. So actually I am run out of materials.
And the problem is not just it.
From the beginning, I'm not good at speaking in front of people. Every time I make a speech, I cant help laughing myself and blow up the story. I'm like lame comedian...

So, tomorrow, my resolution is.....

I won't laugh. I pronounce distinctly.

My end goal is.......

Make a joke and get a laugh.

Yes, I can!
OK, I need to find NETA for tomorrow.

temporary closing

From this week, my company started temporary closing on Fridays.
This means.......I have 3 days-off every week!!!!!

This sounds really good. But in fact it is not for me.
Because....I have nothing to doooooooo.
Even 2 days-off, I was annoyed to make a schedule. Much less 3 days, what should I do???
Maybe I should study....? I dont want to.....
If you have any ideas, please tell me!!

Cos I had nothing to do yesterday, I just slept. Wanted to do anything productive...regret regret.
But today I went to a dorm in Kurosaki to see new recruits. I felt that I'm becoming SENPAI...so scared.
But for some reason, I felt good. Maybe because I could remember and felt the feeling I had one year ago. REFRESH & BACK TO THE BASICS dane.
From tomorrow, I think I can do!

mixed

Because of the recession, recently Japanese society carries on about dismissal of dispatched worker(temporary worker; HAKEN) in manufactuaring companies...and my company is no exception.

Unfortunately, one of my group memebers will be laid off at the end of this month. Since I really like her, I couldnt help but cry when i heard it. Only consolation is that she has new full-time job at the different place, not as a temporary worker. On the day when I heard it, I was really shocked and sad all day.
But today it was announced that I'm gonna be in charge of America instead of her from next month. Cos I've felt I'm not important in the group, this was kind of happy news for me. I've been just doing supportive job since I was assigned to this section (support for the sales in Germany and India). So I wanted to be "a person in charge" in particular area.

Now I have mixed feelings.

I can't simply be happy when I think of her,,,like..she does her job far better than me. Why her???
But I already know that once I start to think this sort of stuff, I just feel empty and sad....There's nothing I can do to change this situation.

So maybe all I have to do is try hard. Thank her for being a nice colleague as well as a respectable SENPAI.

mmm demo yappri moyamoya. ;(
I hate bad economy!