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あは

2005-08-25 00:38:54 | オーストラリア
こんにちは。日本語回復しました。


昨日はClaireのとこに来客ありで、なにやら騒がしかったので行ってみたら、Sebが来てて。floorの住人全員出てきたし。で、結局寝たのは２時半過ぎだった。。
あほだった。でもおもろかった。
ご存知のとおり（？）、ここはJapanese floorです。民族的には３人日本人（国籍はちがうけどね）１人オーストラリア。そこで、sebはどうでもいい日本語を聞きたがり、部屋のドアにあるボードに書きまくってた。子供だ・・・。ほんとに子供だ・・・。

それにもかかわらず今日は８時起きでした。だから講義わかんなかった（これは言い訳）


明日はアサインメントの提出日です。一応完成した！
しかし、これでいいのでしょうか。自信なし。そしてreferenceの仕方に疑問。うーむ・・。いいのかな。
ところで、こっちの課題でculture shockを受けたのは、reference！厳しい、厳しい。plagiarismにはとくに厳しい。日本で自分がどれだけ甘ちゃんかだったかが浮き彫りになります・・・。


これが終わったからといって、毎週の宿題がたまっていってます。読めない。だから書けない。ネイティブでさえcourse note見て、「こんなに読まなくちゃいけないの？」っだって。あぁ、辛いな・・・。

まぁとりあえず、今日は寝ます。

よし、明日こそ進めます。絶対に！！！

Tutrial

2005-08-24 00:09:24 | ノンジャンル
Toooo bad!
As usual, I couldnt understand lecture.Today we saw a video.
But what not usual was that we had to disscuss topic in the video at tutrial! We were divided into 4 groups and...unfortunately, no one except me in my group attended the today's lecture..what a hell!
Because i didnt understand well, couldnt explain the detail of the video...I was not sure what was the point, so I had no choice but to talk about that vaguely. what was the worse, they asked me what i said again and again because of my pronunciation problem ;(
I guess If i have more confidence, i can speak loudly or clearly, that means easy to listen to..i think i can do like this when i drink alcohol...
feel like Im losing my confidence in speaking English day by day.

but today Miki(she was brought up in Aus) checked my draft and kindly said to me, "you can write well!"
it helped me a lot to get over despondency.thanks Miki!
And after going to shop,(in IH) I met Sean and we talked for a while. He is so nice! Althugh i spoke verrrry strange English, he listened to me patiently and encouraged me.
yeah, I am in a good surroundings. All i have to do is make the most of my situation!!!


suny sunday

2005-08-21 00:54:30 | オーストラリア
I cannot find the way to type in Japanese!! plz tell me....

today was a really sunny day. but i had to study... havent finished yet. what am i supposed to do...?

i went to Coles with Jap friends today(supermarket). Actually i did not intend to go to Coles, i was supporsed to go to the cleaner's in front of Coles to take the dress there. But the cleaner's was closed. I have to go there tomorrow...
btw everytime i go there i buy something not so important...
today i bought two sweets and a cake of soap.again.....

After that, i tried to study but couldnt concentrate at all. My ability to concentrate is missing these days. I dont wanna study!!

and today's meal time was terrible..because i chose unusual seat and could not speak with ppl. miss choice...i was lonely... i usually dont work out my strategy to get closer with someone.i mean i am bad at making friends. i think i should have thought about it when i first came here. its a bit late..

then i go back to my room and get to the work in earnest. but it is so difficult to write english analysis..i dont think i can finish this assignment..want to cry...

i went to the Shop(which is inside the dorm and open from9:30-10:00)for a change. we can buy some snacks in that shop.the room where the shop locates is called Game room. we can play pool and ping-pong there. i played ping-pong today. it was really fun! At first it was normal ping-pon but after all it changed to cooking ping-pong.we used SHAMOJI and flying pan instead of paddles!
it was short time but a great breather for me.