It seems that verything is gonna be difficult.
Yesterday I fell asleep reading course material with light on....
Today I went to see my tutor to hold a consultation about tutorial tomorrow. She is a nice person but I could not even ask what i wanted to know because of my english problem and lack of confidence. She gave me a lot of hints but it took me a long time to give responce. I guess she was in disgust.
I am afraid tomorrow's tutorial...Though I know that worries make it worse....
I was so depressed and at the lunch time, i could not talk to anybody. I felt i could not understand people talking worse than usual...
to make matters worse, in the tutorial of Writing(which everyone says easy), i could not speak much...teribble.
But I joined Choir and it made me feel better.(still cannot blend in, though)
After that, I wrote script for tommorow and had it checked.
I had to finish another essayplan but had not finished yet. To show spirit to write, i did my fringe up and roll up into a ball. To watch my "ball" on my head, my neibours laughed.
Claire called that "knob" and mocked, saying "it is a rader for communicating with motherland"(communist stuff) I was pissed off but even tease gave me energy to get angry. I was so cheerless today...
BTW Claire was also stressed with study today.i met her mother!
Yesterday I fell asleep reading course material with light on....
Today I went to see my tutor to hold a consultation about tutorial tomorrow. She is a nice person but I could not even ask what i wanted to know because of my english problem and lack of confidence. She gave me a lot of hints but it took me a long time to give responce. I guess she was in disgust.
I am afraid tomorrow's tutorial...Though I know that worries make it worse....
I was so depressed and at the lunch time, i could not talk to anybody. I felt i could not understand people talking worse than usual...
to make matters worse, in the tutorial of Writing(which everyone says easy), i could not speak much...teribble.
But I joined Choir and it made me feel better.(still cannot blend in, though)
After that, I wrote script for tommorow and had it checked.
I had to finish another essayplan but had not finished yet. To show spirit to write, i did my fringe up and roll up into a ball. To watch my "ball" on my head, my neibours laughed.
Claire called that "knob" and mocked, saying "it is a rader for communicating with motherland"(communist stuff) I was pissed off but even tease gave me energy to get angry. I was so cheerless today...
BTW Claire was also stressed with study today.i met her mother!