high write

Time flies. So as my brain and heart.
Think about other things. Specific things.
Sex things. Life things.
More things.
Stuff. Shits. Damn.
Fuck you.
Fuck me?
Who?
What ?
Not.
Just spaces.
This and that.
Car outside. Alarm is beeping.
Dogs barking.
I am typing.
Relationships among the people.
How can I bull shit this.
I am not good at lying.
also not good at saying truth.
what the fuck is the truth anyway.
fuck truth.
fuck commonsense.
fuck fuck.
fuck you.
yes, asshole, fuck you.
no confidence.
no. I would say not enough.
there are some.
self respects?
to some degree.
those things you want to say but having no chance to say.
you hear them everywhere.
brain floats.

okay. sentences.
I hate you.
I hate you as I, saying to myself.
talking to myself.
I am stupid.
Yes. I know that.
I don't hate myself.
That's very nice.

Use English.

Being around smart people make you feel like an idiot.
not just smart people.

People who are able to express their thoughts and emotions with whatever language they use and having ears and others to listen.

I envy.

saying 'stupid' is an easy way out.

what would be a difficult way out.

death.

even though it could happen so easily.

choosing is not easy.

what do you want.

say it.

quit.

sleepy.

I am going take a nap too.