連鎖というものなのか。
月曜夜に、かつての敬愛する上司から連絡があったかと思うと、
火曜夜に、同じように仕事で一緒だった大好きな先輩から連絡がありました。
２人とも、同じプロジェクトでお世話になった方たち。
最近、あの頃のことを思い出していたら、
ホントに久しぶりに立て続けに連絡が入る。
日ごろ、頻繁に連絡を取り合っているわけではないので、
なんだか不思議な力を感じます。
会社を離れて２年半。それでも、話をすると、以前と変わらぬノリ。ペース。
まだ一緒に仕事をしている感覚に陥ってしまうほど。
いろいろ振り返ってみて、今思うことは、仕事の向き・不向きだとかよりも、誰と仕事をするかというのが、私にとってはけっこう大事なのかもしれないということ。
大学のときから、仕事の内容云々より、仕事仲間とのいい関係や尊敬する上司がいることが、自分のモチベーションを高めていたように思う。
もちろん、内容も大事なんですが＾＾
環境が変わると、冷静に過去を振り返っていろいろ見えてくるものも、気づくものもある。
さぁて、次の仕事は。
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Is it link..?
On last Monday, my respectable once boss gave me a call,
on the next day, Tuesday,my favourite elder colleague also gave me a call.
All of us were in the same project some time.
They were both so kind to me.
I have been thinking about those days recently, and then I got a call from them in this 2 days.
We hadn't contacted each other for a long time.
What a coincidence!!
It has been a half and 2 years since I quit but we haven't changed relation, a talking pace and so on.
I feel we still work together.
Now I think,it doesn't matter whether the job is suitable for me or not.
Who I work with might be more important.
Come to think of it....since I was in university student,lovely colleague and cool leaders made my motivation raise.
What I should do for work is also important,I just told what the priority is but it depends on people.
When I got another step or something,I mean ,when my surrounding changes , I could find myself objectively.
SO, what is my next job ..?
仕事を終え、タイムカードを押す。
１０月の最終日。タイムカードは一ヶ月の時間を自動計算する。
残業は約８２時間。でもこれは、私のいる部署では少ない方だ。他の皆は、ゆうに１００時間を越える。
今月は忙しく、仕事以外に何をした？という月だった。
SE時代もたくさん残業していたし、休日出勤もしていたけれどなんだか、身体がなまってしまったのか、前より大変に感じる。
きっとそれは、仕事の中身にもよるのかもしれない。量は問題でなく、質ということか。
明日から１１月。
月が変わっても、タイムカードのように私もリフレッシュされるわけではないけれど。
新しい一歩を踏み込み、前へ。
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I put my time card into a time recorder after work.
It is the last day of October today so that the time recorder began to calculate my total time of this month automatically.
My overtime work was 82 hours.It is quite much but others in same section worked much much more than I did.Theirs were over 100 hours.
I was too busy to do anything else this month.
I had done overtime even on weekend while I worked for previous company but I really feel hard now than before.
So, I think it doesn't matter how much time I work but how I work.
October has gone.
I don't change anything like a time card even though November(new month) is coming.
Just I advance step by step...
日本に帰国して１ヵ月弱。今日から仕事開始です。前職はSE。今回は、なんとデザイン会社。もともとパソコンオペレータというデータ入力の仕事で面接に行ったものの、「デザインの方をやってみない？」と社長に言われ、「デザインは全くの未経験者ですが。。」と答えた私に対し、「大丈夫」と、一言。「うーん、おもしろそうだな。」と思ってそのまま受けることにしました。元々、新しい分野を始めるのが好きな私。未経験というのを隠してもごまかしてもなく、嘘偽りなく「初心者」！と言い切って採用してもらえたのだから、気持ちは楽ではあった。前職のときも、文系出身で右も左もわからず最初は苦労したなあ、と思い出す。入社したばかりの頃、上司の一人がこう言った。「確かに、SEは文系出身で知識がなくても大丈夫。だけど、（理系の人の）倍以上の努力は必要」。その言葉があったから、「なんとかなるさー」の精神じゃなく、ホントに理系出身の人の何倍も努力した（と思う）。きっと、今回もそうなんだろうな、と思う。デザイン分野の勉強をしてきた人に対して、ゼロの私はかなりの勉強が必要だろう。大学を卒業して６年ほど。また一から新分野の知識、スキルの習得に、忙しくなりそうだ。
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It has pasted for almost a month. I began to work for design company today. I had worked as system engineer for a half and 4 years before I went to NZ. This is the first time I do design ,so I haven't used software of design. I applied for a operator ,actually but when I interviewed with a boss of that company, he suggested me that I do design instead of that. Although I asked him that I had no experience, he said "No problem!".That's why I began to work this kind of job even though I haven't worked for it before.
I remember....I had no experience either when I began to work as SE. but I heard from someone that it was ok if you don't have any knowledge.and then I asked one of my boss about that.He said to me...."Yes, it is but you need to make effort much more than coworker who has knowledge." After that, I studied ,learned and worked harder than them (I think). This time is same as before. I need some effort and it will be busy day.....
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It has pasted for almost a month. I began to work for design company today. I had worked as system engineer for a half and 4 years before I went to NZ. This is the first time I do design ,so I haven't used software of design. I applied for a operator ,actually but when I interviewed with a boss of that company, he suggested me that I do design instead of that. Although I asked him that I had no experience, he said "No problem!".That's why I began to work this kind of job even though I haven't worked for it before.
I remember....I had no experience either when I began to work as SE. but I heard from someone that it was ok if you don't have any knowledge.and then I asked one of my boss about that.He said to me...."Yes, it is but you need to make effort much more than coworker who has knowledge." After that, I studied ,learned and worked harder than them (I think). This time is same as before. I need some effort and it will be busy day.....
