昨日、この間やめたフラスタジオのみんなといっしょに
イベントを見に行った。前から約束していたからね。
そうしたら、２人きりになると何人かが
私も今年が終わったらやめようと思って・・・
とうちあけるではありませんか・・・
・・・・・・・・
ど、ど、どういうこと？？？
私に言わないでほしかったなぁ。
私が悩んでいた時はそんな事言わなかったのに。
というより、やめない方がいいって言っていたのになぁ。
ここで新しく行くフラスタジオの名前を言ったら
みんなついてきそうな勢い。
秘密は嫌いなんだけど、何も言わずに帰ってきた。
だって、こういうあなたがやめるなら私も～って
どうなの？よくないよ～。
教室がつぶれちゃうよ。
やっぱりこのクラスは人に左右されやすいんだなぁ。
どっと疲れてしまったよ・・・
Wow! I’ve quite my hula studio! Then do you guess what’s happened? I got a postcard which said I can go to a Japanese painting class, from a school where I was on the waiting list for 1 year and half. And the amazing thing is all my schedules fit perfectly. Before I was in the list, but I was anxious about whether I could really manage to go. But now everything fits perfectly. Even the concert I reserved, workshops which I wanted to go to, all the dates are set for me. Before I was always busy because all the schedules were gathered into the same days. I had to cancel a lot of things. I always couldn’t choose which one I really wanted to do, and I chose whichever one I really should now.
Yesterday I met people from ex-hula studio. Most of them asked me which hula studio I’m going to. I was planning to tell them which one. But I’ve changed my mind. Because some people said to me ‘Well, I stay here now, but…….’ I thought if I said which hula studio I’m going to and it is a nice place, they might quit and follow me! I don’t want to break up that class, even I quit. And I knew what I want to learn and what they want to learn never cross each other. That’s why I quit. So, yesterday, I just shut up and was quiet. I think it is a good idea to keep distance with them now….