dying message

i saw a sign "CMAC", i just mistook it like
"mines around here" and flightened, and wrote a dying message.
Cambodian Mine Action Centre
it is actually the sign that mines are not anymore

i just did not know anything,
i just did not understand anything
it is just lucky that i was born in japan
it is just lucky that i am japanese

there are many things i can do
just a little little things can change the world too much

sorry, sorry, sorry

i will try



an old cambodian gentle man i met in the mountains said in kmer
you are japanese and i am cambodian,
but can live together, help together
you know those little kids are "kmen"(child in kmer) to you
and you are "kmen" to me, you are like my child

bond of the brothers and sisters and friends

while was playing with little kids, teaching AYATORI,
suddenly the kids burst out laughing.
The guy sitting next to me seems to have picked my pocket.

I asked the kids saying
"please, i dont get angry, tell me what he took"
but the kids just say, "no",
and i say, "is it sure that he took something"?
"Yes"
"what did he took?"
"no"


Ach.....
....




So even now, i still dont know what he took from me.
Maybe candies or something,
and maybe something very important such as to be necessary thing to get back to JAPAN,not so i hope,
for me and for him.




There seem to be a strict rule and somehow stramge bond among them.