今日は前の前にいたフラのお教室の発表会。
前の前っていっても去年の今頃はまだそこにいたんだよね。
今年は客席からゆっくり見た。
そこのお教室には４年半いた。
ひさしぶりにあったみんなに受け入れてもらえてすごくすごくうれしかった。
踊りの完成度にとても厳しいところだったのと、家からとても遠かったので
最後は通うのを断念してしまったの。
でもその後・・・。
人間関係に振り回されているのってなんか時間もエネルギーももったいない。
あのときは電車に乗っている時間がもったいないと思ったけど、
人間関係のストレスはそれ以上の無駄だね。
どうして？
どうして、他の人をまきこんじゃうのかな？
I met my old hula school’s friends. (Not the last one. They were not my friends.) Today, I could feel their welcome for me and I didn’t feel any time gap. With them is the same time as the year before. This school is different to my last school. Nobody wants to be a hula dancer. They simply want to enjoy the time of the lessons. At my last hula school, everybody wants to be special or the best. Even the teacher is the same. She wants to be a special of something.
Nowadays, I’m thinking of the words of ‘unconditional love’. One time Johnny Depp used that word to explain the relationship in his family. I was really impressed about that. I thought I want the word of my theme of my life. I think my hula is for unconditional love. Some people said if you can have this, that time you already have unconditional love from somebody.
Today was a really nice day. I felt like me again. Maybe I can be all right. Fingers crossed. And a big thank you for my friends.
前の前っていっても去年の今頃はまだそこにいたんだよね。
今年は客席からゆっくり見た。
そこのお教室には４年半いた。
ひさしぶりにあったみんなに受け入れてもらえてすごくすごくうれしかった。
踊りの完成度にとても厳しいところだったのと、家からとても遠かったので
最後は通うのを断念してしまったの。
でもその後・・・。
人間関係に振り回されているのってなんか時間もエネルギーももったいない。
あのときは電車に乗っている時間がもったいないと思ったけど、
人間関係のストレスはそれ以上の無駄だね。
どうして？
どうして、他の人をまきこんじゃうのかな？
I met my old hula school’s friends. (Not the last one. They were not my friends.) Today, I could feel their welcome for me and I didn’t feel any time gap. With them is the same time as the year before. This school is different to my last school. Nobody wants to be a hula dancer. They simply want to enjoy the time of the lessons. At my last hula school, everybody wants to be special or the best. Even the teacher is the same. She wants to be a special of something.
Nowadays, I’m thinking of the words of ‘unconditional love’. One time Johnny Depp used that word to explain the relationship in his family. I was really impressed about that. I thought I want the word of my theme of my life. I think my hula is for unconditional love. Some people said if you can have this, that time you already have unconditional love from somebody.
Today was a really nice day. I felt like me again. Maybe I can be all right. Fingers crossed. And a big thank you for my friends.
