子供が生まれてからというもの
夜の散歩に行く機会がほとんどなくなってしまった。
この間、港北ニュータウンに行ったらすっかり遅くなってしまい、
横浜公園を通って帰りを急いでいた。
ふとみあげると満月。
外で満月を見るのもひさしぶりだ。
昔はよく夜ご飯を食べたあとに何時間も歩いたなあ。
家族が増えている喜び。
自由がすこしなくなっている悲しみ。
家族が増えた喜びの方がもちろん多くていつもは考えたこともなかった。
でもこの日はなんだかあの時がなつかしかった。
A full moon night.
We used to walk, especially in the night time. Just before sleeping we’d walk for a long time.; talking about our life, today, job, future…..When I saw this moon, I suddenly remembered the past. I remember how much I loved that time, how much I miss that time. Now, around that walking time is our most un-relax time. It is a famous ‘ bed time’ for our child. Inside of my head, I have to plan tomorrow morning. I was a good student but I hated school. So getting ready for school for my son makes me feel bad, even though I’m not a student any more. Actually my son loves taking a walk at the nighttime too. He relaxes in the nighttime more than in the daytime. I think nighttime is more quiet and empty. That’s why. Just I’m so scared the other people’s eyes saying ‘you are bad parents, what are you doing? Your son is poor little boy and now it is over the night-night time.’ In his summer holidays, I’m going to ask him to take a walk with me. Because I really like it. And I want to share that time with my family.
夜の散歩に行く機会がほとんどなくなってしまった。
この間、港北ニュータウンに行ったらすっかり遅くなってしまい、
横浜公園を通って帰りを急いでいた。
ふとみあげると満月。
外で満月を見るのもひさしぶりだ。
昔はよく夜ご飯を食べたあとに何時間も歩いたなあ。
家族が増えている喜び。
自由がすこしなくなっている悲しみ。
家族が増えた喜びの方がもちろん多くていつもは考えたこともなかった。
でもこの日はなんだかあの時がなつかしかった。
A full moon night.
We used to walk, especially in the night time. Just before sleeping we’d walk for a long time.; talking about our life, today, job, future…..When I saw this moon, I suddenly remembered the past. I remember how much I loved that time, how much I miss that time. Now, around that walking time is our most un-relax time. It is a famous ‘ bed time’ for our child. Inside of my head, I have to plan tomorrow morning. I was a good student but I hated school. So getting ready for school for my son makes me feel bad, even though I’m not a student any more. Actually my son loves taking a walk at the nighttime too. He relaxes in the nighttime more than in the daytime. I think nighttime is more quiet and empty. That’s why. Just I’m so scared the other people’s eyes saying ‘you are bad parents, what are you doing? Your son is poor little boy and now it is over the night-night time.’ In his summer holidays, I’m going to ask him to take a walk with me. Because I really like it. And I want to share that time with my family.
