たぶん、きつい時にはこれが一番かな。
とことん歩く。
歩く。
歩く。
歩く。
歩く。
くたくたになるまで歩く。
で嫌な事を忘れる。
いや、忘れるまで歩きつづけるのだ～。
で最後についたところが山下公園。
ちょうどライトがつきはじめてきて、
やっぱりちょっと寒いぐらいの方がいい。
このエリアはお散歩にはぴったり。
歩道がきちんとあるし、歩いていて楽しい。
平日や、土日の夜になると静かでこれもいい感じ。
I had a tummy ache because of my strong stress. I can’t stop thinking about the idea that she is half crazy. I think most people have craziness. Which world you choose to live in is important. I think she is standing the middle of that point. She is the person who joined the same new hula school from our ex-hula school. I thought it is going to be all right. The time can make our relationship flat. But now I’m afraid I can’t get rid of her. It is a sad way to speak about her like that, but I have to do that to protect myself. She is still saying something which I used to say, or doing something I did before. That isn’t her thinking or the things she did. But in her brain, she has swaped me and her completely. She said she is sick because of something and something. Yes, that was my sickness and her ex-friend who she always used as a servant who said that. I can’t understand. I can’t find any thing to make her stop being like this. Is she going to be mad? I hope not. I really hope not.
So, I had to have a long walk. Walking can reset the loop of horrible thinking. Then maybe I can forget little while.
とことん歩く。
歩く。
歩く。
歩く。
歩く。
くたくたになるまで歩く。
で嫌な事を忘れる。
いや、忘れるまで歩きつづけるのだ～。
で最後についたところが山下公園。
ちょうどライトがつきはじめてきて、
やっぱりちょっと寒いぐらいの方がいい。
このエリアはお散歩にはぴったり。
歩道がきちんとあるし、歩いていて楽しい。
平日や、土日の夜になると静かでこれもいい感じ。
I had a tummy ache because of my strong stress. I can’t stop thinking about the idea that she is half crazy. I think most people have craziness. Which world you choose to live in is important. I think she is standing the middle of that point. She is the person who joined the same new hula school from our ex-hula school. I thought it is going to be all right. The time can make our relationship flat. But now I’m afraid I can’t get rid of her. It is a sad way to speak about her like that, but I have to do that to protect myself. She is still saying something which I used to say, or doing something I did before. That isn’t her thinking or the things she did. But in her brain, she has swaped me and her completely. She said she is sick because of something and something. Yes, that was my sickness and her ex-friend who she always used as a servant who said that. I can’t understand. I can’t find any thing to make her stop being like this. Is she going to be mad? I hope not. I really hope not.
So, I had to have a long walk. Walking can reset the loop of horrible thinking. Then maybe I can forget little while.