ライラ
Hi everybody. This is beyond the body.
What a joy to be here with you.
Because my Leila.
Oh I tell you, this show is all I can say it is about divine inspiration That’s all I really know.
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it's going to be a weekly program of
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weekly format I'm going to have guests
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come and they're going to discuss all
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the things about the body and the ways
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that we use the body to block ourselves
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from seeing the love that we are and I
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guess I'm a specialist in this because I
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have used my body to block love my
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entire life and it wasn't until I got
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the diagnosis of stage 4 uterine cancer
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that I really got the power of my mind
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and that is a gift and so we were also
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going to be discussing a whole new
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paradigm in how to be with illness Leila
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and I were talking yesterday. By the way
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I'm really excited about my guest today.
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Leila Stenberg, my gift from God. She's a
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sister she's a goddess that was also
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diagnosed with liver cancer and she's
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been doing it differently, too - so you're
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gonna have a lot of resources for how to
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take on illness differently today that's
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really kind of our what we're discussing
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today but we're going to be talking a
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lot about many aspects of the body
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throughout the programs that we have
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here so yeah so I want to start this I
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actually wanted to start this show with
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music but technologically we're not
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quite there yet and so I think Frank is
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in the house and I selected a song
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and hopefully next week we'll have some
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some music to share with you as well but
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for right now I just want to read um
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start the show with a piece from A
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Course in Miracles the one of the
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obstacles to peace and anyone that has
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or is dealing with any kind of body
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shame issues this is a big obstacle to
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getting beyond it to see the peace and
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joy and love that you are so let me
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share this with you
以下のコースの引用は、「９章 平安の達成」の「４節 平安への障害」の「A. 最初の障害：安らぎを取り除きたいという欲求」の「i 罪悪感の魅力」の最後の部分です。つまり１９−４−１７−５〜１５。
"yet would I offer
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you my body you whom I love knowing its
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littleness or would I teach that bodies
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cannot keep us apart
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mine was know of no greater value than
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yours no better means for communication
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of salvation but not its source
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no one can die for anyone and death does
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not atone for sin but you can live to
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show it is not real the body does appear
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to be the symbol of sin while you
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believe that it can get you what you
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want while you believe that it can give
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you pleasure
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you will also believe that it can bring
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you pain. To think you could be satisfied
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and happy with so little is to hurt
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yourself and to limit the happiness that
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you would have calls upon pain to fill
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your meager store and make your life
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complete. This is completion as the ego
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sees it forget creeps in where happiness
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has been removed and substitutes for it.
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Communion is another kind of completion
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which goes beyond guilt because it goes
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beyond the body.
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So it is with such joy that I get to introduce
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two women in my life and we had there
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was much that was shown to us this week
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and we had the opportunity to really
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live this particular principle in such a
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big way and Leila Stenberg who's in
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Hawaii is going to be joining us with
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Mikey who's her caregiver and well there
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were many of us that went through this
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process with them but they were kind of
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the two key players and I got a huge
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healing out of it for it looked like
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Leila was passing and through this
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process everyone's going to share their
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perspective which is going to give a
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much bigger picture of what was going on
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and so with that I think Leila you're
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ready I would like to just have pass it
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over to you and have you share your
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story of what occurred this week or
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anything you want to share because
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everything that comes out of your mouth
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I love but just to start the program off
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with that. Thanks I just want to say that.
Am I on? Can people hear me? Oh my gosh.
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I just want to say that I'm delighted totally delighted to be
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here
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because there's a great calling for the
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mind to light up about this topic of
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sickness and cancer and things that are
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so seemingly so dark just you know I'm in the
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laughter stage of it all. I can only
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share what's happened in the present, you
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know and last week apparently there was an episode…. that I had no clue of what
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went on because we really I was you
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know at the pearly gates I was with the
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father
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I was communing and I didn't want to come
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back and I was quite communing with other one. It was so glorious but
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as I came to I started realizing all the
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things that were happening in seeming
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form that might have looked like I was
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suffering hurt or something but I had no
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idea it looked that way because I was
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hear yeah yeah apparently
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you know I was strapped to the bed I was
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there was thing Mika can explain this
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part because I wasn't here I don't
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remember any of it and all I know is
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that there was one night that I was
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coming back you know and and so
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I realized that calico your you're my
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Savior because the remembrance of saying
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yes to the show before ….and this one
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Mika coming in and playing her part and
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listening and following. It dawned on me that you know
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Spirit has Holy sprit has something to say through this now and it's
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all about really bringing the light to
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such seeming dark topics and I just feel
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I'm witness to to the joy of really
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getting in touch with the the guidance
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you know when the guidance can take on
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many different ways that will that you
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can hear it. you know so yeah so I think
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with that
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perhaps I'll have more to share after
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mika shares her part and because the
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miracles are just they're just they're
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just cascading they're just continually
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cascading I could tell you a million of
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them and there will be some sharing
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perhaps about all the miracles and and
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so I don't know Mika I think I'm
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gonna hand it over to you right now
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right. Hi, everyone, last week was a trip
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but it was such a beautiful trip because I
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had a lot of people saying when I when I
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told some people that I couldn't be in
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contact because I had some Hospital
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stuff going on and I told them what
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happened a little bit and a lot of
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people told me oh that it must be so heavy
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for you and all I'm thinking of you is
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also heavy so heavy and I thought
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nothing here is heavy really. nothing is
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heavy. We didn't have a heavy
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week it was a miraculously week really yeah
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it wasn't heavy. I learned so much and
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and and yeah I was up the whole fricking
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night which is not good for me normally
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but I wasn't tired. I was just doing
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whatever needed to be done and
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everything worked out and for me. It was
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so beautiful, too
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Well, looking back at it not really in
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the moment but to see Leila just
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becoming the shell and because she
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wasn't there anymore at all and it took
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me a while to realize that, but it kind of
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dawned on me when she started asking for
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whiskey
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[Laughter]
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But there was so much violence coming
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out she was super violent and that's why
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she had to be tied to the bed right and
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it took three big men to put her in the
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ambulance because she didn't want to go
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and um yeah I don't know….what I could
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see was a body being in pain because the
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body was definitely in pain but I have
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never seen Leila in pain so that's
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another….there because the ammonium level
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were levels were too high so she…
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they just put her I think they would he
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gave you tranquilizer or something you
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were sleeping the whole time but what I
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saw was sometimes the body was waking up
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and doing its thing and screaming a
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little bit and moving around and I
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really do think that Lila would come
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back because what I saw was this huge
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light and I was always connected to that
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light and I was just sitting next to her
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bed and meditating and connecting with
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that light, so I really didn't think that
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she would come back, I mean why would
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you, right? But then all of the sudden she did. She woke up and I was
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expecting her to scream again and she's
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like Hey…
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and she was back and then at the
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same evening a few hours later she was you
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were you were calling people and being
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Oh your happy self again and that was
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that was a miracle but the most
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wonderful thing to see was that the body
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wasn't in pain anymore when she woke up
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so before that the shell definitely was
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feeling uncomfortable the whole time
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when she woke up there was no pain
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anymore, right?
No,no.
and see the
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thing that's really I mean I wasn't here
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I was really in the light I was
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you know yeah I...tell... glory, I’m with every one, every living thing I'm with
And we were all sharing and we were all extending this vastness from the mind of God
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laying there the second night when
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（I’m）you know I was still constrained and
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apparently
I… the mind called that forth
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because at some level because I was
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laying there and just allowing it to be
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and I dropped so deep I'm deeper then I
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deep.. people? there? ever experienced
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and total surrender total total surrender
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to be back and you know I know why
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things transpired the way they did I
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keep on getting these these all that
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transpired just still keeps on coming in
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because it's like holy moly
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but
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yeah I had no no clue at all what went
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on I was I was in the light and I was
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just yeah and when I came back and I was
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laying in bed tied it's like you know I
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was at perfect peace with that
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with perfect peace and that's when I
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remembered the yes so you're my Savior
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because you asked me to join you and I
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said yes and I said this is why I'm back
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because I said yes, you know use the voice to bring
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light to this topic and to bring joy to
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it because we can the mind rises above
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all of this when we really listen and
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follow and get in touch with you know
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our divinity our you know our our
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wholeness our holiness our complete
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lesson
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you know I don't know I just yeah it
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felt just so beautiful to be back and
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after that I mean you know I've been up
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and about and moving around and you know
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don't remember a thing about anything
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about just coming back to for the yes
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and yeah and I realized you know Michael
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was sharing a bit with me about how she
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was able to reach a point in mind where
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she didn't have false empathy things
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transpired where she didn't have false
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empathy it was just
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like being true to the light you know
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just being true to the light and and
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yeah yeah yeah so everyone got out of it
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you know exactly what was needed and you
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know for many years I didn't speak but
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you know I surrendered the body
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completely at one point and the body's
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been being used as you know above all of them
above the body and
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beyond the body you know there's great
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joy in and we can we can let go and die
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before we die and live a glorious life
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without lack or scarcity you know so
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it's possible the miracle I’m that to bring this forth this
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topic we're joining with you
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Calico my Silvior and Micheal
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you know I mean when you to share your
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stories with me oh my god I don't know
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how you know lots of visuals come in and
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and yeah I I'm feeling
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you have something to share Calico now
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from your from your side yeah
カリコ: you talked
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about your vision changing did you share
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a little about your vision changing
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ライラ：oh yes I could I could I I started before
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all this happened I started
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I guess the best way I complete in words
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is seeing around the edges so
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I would see bodies but in the state of
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mind they would hollow out and you know
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there was just this brilliant light
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coming from them and that was the light
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that were all sharing that we that we
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are joined in that that's the only thing
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that can be communicated is the thoughts
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of God and and so I was having this
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experience of that you know and so now
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it's just like everything fades into
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that because it's like I see the the
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magnificence
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oh the light that we are and some yeah
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the mind just sort of goes right to that
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you know and I mean I'll see a body but
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then the changes the visuals just change
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and you know I guess the best way if
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it's like seeing the Sun eclipsed by the
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moon
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and you see all the brightness that's
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coming out all around and that's what I
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see when I mean it's all unified there's
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no duality in that at all and that is
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true liberation freedom we can live that, right,
Enjoy! and laughter!
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