ファッキンボーイ

頭の中はすっからかん。

自信も実力も実績もあったもんじゃない。

でも何もしな～い。

テラメンドクサス。

今日も気づいたら何もせずおしま～い。

人がゴミのようだ。

脳がどんどん腐ってゆく。

でも別にいいや。

めんどいし。

いつかすべてをリセットしませう。

It is time to think over what I should do

When I was a child,

I never thought I am such a good-for-nothing.

I can't find my strong points at all.

I am no good at anything.

I am worthless.

I wonder I had better die or not.

I wonder I had better bring my own story to an end.

I don't understand what I want to do.

I don't understand what I am.

I don't want to think about all that things.

Because it's a bother.

It is time to think over what I should do.

Only the blood calm me down, maybe.