昨日はLAのいづみさんからの電話で荒川さんが亡くなられたことを知りショックを受けて いました。
サンフラシスコのCokoの家に来て一昨夜荒川さんのお話を友人たちにしたばかりでしたので。
実は翌朝も不思議体験してしてたのです。
朝おきて電気ティーポットでお湯を沸かした後ポットを焦がしてしまったのですが、ニューヨークの荒川、ギンズさんをCoko と一緒に訪問ときも同じようにポットを焦がしてしまったことがありました。
荒川さんの作品が部屋中に掛けてあったので、かなり」煙も上がり、ビックリ!荒川さんには内緒でしたが・・・、同じようなことが起こったあとに、いづみさんから荒川さんが亡くなったと聞いて驚きました。
荒川さんはポットを焦がしたことを知ってあり、亡くなった後にメッセージを持って来てくださったと思います。
ニューヨークのマドリンに先ほどお電話をいたしました。
「荒川さんの死因 は今はいえない。今書いています」といわれていました。
あの元気な荒川さんが何故?亡くなる前にマドリンが「倉富さんに来ても らったらどうかといったけど、倉富さんの連絡がわからなかった」ともいわ れていました。
20分ほど、電話でお話をさせていただきました。
Cokoは電話口で泣きなが「人はどうして別れがあるの?荒川さんは貴方たちは死なないんだよ!」と言っていたのにと。
マドリンは「これから私達は1000倍くらい働かなければいけない。天命反転住宅に住んだ倉富は生き証人だからね」と。
天命反転住 宅に住んだ人間として荒川さんのメッセージをより多くの人達に伝えていく為 に何をしたら良いのか真剣に考え出しました。
マドリンから「私達の電話は大変良かった!」と最後に言っていただきました。「毎日メモリアルがあっているので、明日は貴女たちのことを話します」
天命反転住宅に住んでから荒川さんから頂いた一枚のフラアックスを見ていて出てきた爪からの白い煙を思い出しながら眠りに着きました。
朝4時半に目覚めたとき、荒川さんが言われていた「死なないんだよ!}という謎が解けたのです。
この世の二進論を越えた荒川ワールドを感じることが出来ました。
爪先が解けて行くように気持ちよく、時間の感覚はなく永遠の世界へと運ばれていくような。この感覚を忘れないようにしよう!
私達も1000倍くらい働くんだよ!
得丸さんは「荒川修作さんは遂に死なない!事を確認した!」
YES,
荒川さんにはじめて今お会いしました!
Yesterday I heard from Izumi in L.A. that Mr. Arakawa had passed away and I was very shocked.
It was just two nights ago that I talked about him with my friends after I came to my daughter's place in San Fransisco.
Actually, a strange thing happened to me the next morning.
On that morning I accidentally burned an electric kettle when I was boiling water, but the same thing happened when I visited Mr. Arakawa and (Ginzu) in NY with my daughter Coko.
There was so much smoke that I was worried about his works hanging all over the walls.
I didn't tell him about the smoke, but this time a similar situation happened and after that I heard that he just passed away. It didn't seem just a coincidence to me.
He did know that I burned his kettle, so maybe this incident was a message from him.
Also I got a call from (Madrin) in NY just a while ago.
She said she cannot yet tell the cause of his death, but she's now writing about it.
I can't help questioning why he died even though he was so fit when I saw him last time.
(Madrin) told me that she suggested him to see me, but they both didn't know how to reach me.
I talked to her over the phone for about 20 minutes.
Coko was crying over the phone and saying that "why do people have to die? I remember him saying that 'You guys never die!' though.."
Madrinsaid that from now on we have to work 1,000 times harder than ever before. She also called me one of the "living witnesses" who lived in "”Reversible Destiny Lofts MITAKA" Hanten" he designed and witnessed his spirit.
I started to seriously think what I can do to spread his messages as much as possible as a former resident of his apartment.
At the end of the phone conversation Madrin said she felt really happy talking to us and it was a really good conversation.
She also said that they are having memorials every day, so she will talk about us tomorrow.
On that day I fell asleep remembering the white smoke that came out of my fingernails when I was looking at a fax letter from Mr. Arakawa.
Then I woke up at 4:30am and suddenly figured out what he really meant by saying "you guys never die!"
I felt like my fingers started to melt and my spirit was released from my body, entering into a world that is free from any physical restrictions.
I felt so good when I was experiencing that sensation.
I definitely entered into Mr. Arakawa's world that is beyond this world that is dominantly ran by the binary system.
I don't want to forget what I just experienced this morning.
We will also work 1,000 times harder than ever before!
I remembered Mr. Tokumaru saying that "I finally confirmed that Mr. Shusaku Arakawa never dies!"
Yes, that is true.
I feel like I finally met true Mr. Arakawa for the first time now!