たばこの気持ち

本日の僕のデザートは

夜風が寒かったし

廃屋🏚の屋根の上に浮かぶ満月🌕を見ながら

あったかいおしるこを自販機で買って

久しぶりのおしるこは「あったまるなぁ〜っ！」

Today's dessert is

The night breeze was cold

While watching the full moon 🌕 floating on the roof of the abandoned house 🏚

I bought a warm shiruko from a vending machine

It's been a while since I've had a shiruko, "It's warm!"

私の本日のちょい飲みは、OB会のメンバー3人で、バンパイヤ田町店さん

喫煙OK

マカロニサラダ

あん肝

らっきょうの漬物

などを美味しくいただいています

Today's little drink is three members of the alumni association, Vampire Tamachi store.

I'm Kirin Ichiban Shibori with raw beer and shochu with tomato.

Macaroni salad

monkfish liver.

Pickled scallions

Etc. are delicious.

僕は話しかけられやすいシリーズの続きです。

（考えてみれば、妻からすると僕は無闇に話しかける人らしい）

それは、僕が緊急事態宣言下でも営業していた横浜の居酒屋さん店頭のスタンド灰皿で一休みしていた時でした。

外から見える席で飲んでいた中年男女の女子が、たばこを吸いに外に出て来て、僕に次のような話をしてきました。（途中で失礼するわけにもいかず、僕は２本目のメビウスoneに火をつけました）

◎席が空くのを待ってるの？（いえいえ、たばこ吸ってるだけです、と僕は答えました）ここ、串とお酒が安くて、来たかったのよ、私

◎この辺で生まれ育ったんだけど、まぁ、横浜と言ってもね、いろいろあるし、この年齢でこんな感じかな（僕は「せっかく生まれてきたんだから、そんなに自分を卑下しちゃいけないよ」と心のなかでつぶやきました）

◎私、結婚したんだけど、子ども（女子）ひとりいたけど、離婚されちゃったの

◎まだ二十歳そこそこで、暮らしは大変だったけど、娘は成人して結婚間近だったから安心してたのに、妊娠したまま捨てられたの

◎まぁ、親子だから似てるっていえば、それまでだけど、今は生まれた孫を含めて３人暮らし

◎（目線で店内の中年男子を見ながら）今の彼氏なんだけど、結婚はコリゴリだし、こうして飲んだりするのがいい感じ、このまま続けばそれでいいの

ずいぶん久しぶりの話を思い出してみると、たくさんの学びがありました。

I'm a continuation of a series that is easy to talk to.

(If you think about it, my wife seems to be the one who talks to me innocently)

It was when I was taking a rest at the stand ashtray at the izakaya in Yokohama, which was open even under the state of emergency.

A middle-aged male and female girl who was drinking in a seat visible from the outside came out to smoke her and told me the following story. (I couldn't excuse myself on the way, so I lit the second Mobius one)

◎ Are you waiting for a seat to become available? (No, I just smoked, I replied) Here, skewers and liquor are cheap and I wanted to come, I

◎ I was born and raised in this area, but even if I say Yokohama, there are various things, and I think it's like this at this age (I was born so much, so I shouldn't despise myself so much "in my heart. Tweeted in)

◎ I got married, I had one child (girl), but I got divorced

◎ I was about 20 years old, so it was hard to live, but my daughter was grown up and was about to get married, so she was relieved, but she was abandoned while pregnant.

◎ Well, if it's similar because it's a parent and child, until then, but now I live with three people including my grandchildren.

◎ (While looking at the middle-aged boy in the store from the perspective) I'm my boyfriend now, but my marriage is corrigorous, and it feels good to drink like this, so if I continue as it is, that's fine

When I recall the story after a long time, I learned a lot.