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I am sorry that mother, I are born

2021年10月13日 | O60→70(オーバー70歳)
I shared poetry with this photograph.



"I am sorry that mother, I are born"

I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I am sorry that I am born
Of mother who carries me on her back
I say to a thin nape
If even I am not born
This I whom Mother'white hair came to have a big
As for the sadness to carry it on the back, and to walk
As for grieving at cold eyes to look back on saying it is saying "it is  a child born with a disability "
If even I am not born

The author of this poetry is Yasufumi Yamada.

A whole body is inconvenient and cannot talk about writing it since I was born either. 
Mukaino, teacher of school for disabled children
In the case of the words that Yasufumi wants to say words to hug Yasufumi, and to pose, Yasufumi provides a tongue by the wink at the time of yes, no.

It is said that it took 1 month only in "I'm sorry" of the start.
After the work that went far of the mind, this poetry was born.

For a sad beautiful heart to be considerate of this mother, Nobuko of mother made poetry for him, too.

Permit it my son
Permit it my son
You forgive this mother, and send it
When you knew it being the brain-related paralysis
Oh, I'm sorry, I cried
I cried much much
I can never walk
When I carry you on my back and walk
From weight to cut into a shoulder
Saying "will want to walk"; mother feeling
I hear it with "" which is not heavy
Your heart is sad

Thank you my son
Thank you, it is a son
Watch your figure
Mother lives
With sad perseverance
Of the smile to console a person
The smile gives life
My son of the brain-related paralysis
As far as you are there

Yasufumi made poetry to continue in the poetry that I made earlier again as if taking the heart of this mother.

Thank you mother
Thank you mother
As far as there is mother
I live
I live in the brain-related paralysis
It is important for gentleness
Sadness is beautiful
Such a person's way of life
Mother whom he/she told
Mother
As far as you are there

Yasufumi entered the Asuka school for disabled children of Nara at the age of 8 years old by the severe brain-related paralysis.
In the school for the disabled for inconvenience children, Yasufumi was the mother and the child entrance to school, too.
Yasufumi is a spirited child
I became the popular person of the class.
"The meeting of the dandelion" where physically disabled children gather in April, 1975
I held "cotton hat concert", and poetry of Yasufumi was shown. 
This concert was taken up on TV, the radio, and Masako Mori sang poetry of Yasufumi. 

After this concert, Yasufumi has gone to heaven suddenly.
It was death from suffocation.
When I lay and was sleeping, a pillow has covered up a face.
Reached a 15-year-old birthday; seemed to be just after it.

When, in teachers of Yasufumi, Mukaino Ikuyo of the author of this book is reissued; "a message to want to be the world that finish even if a person with a disability does not say to the poetry of that child that is, "I'm sorry".

I still call the heart of everybody in this way.
A problem of the person with a disability is a problem of the elderly person now. 
"I grow old" That is because an obstacle being postponed.
Legs are in need of it, and a wheelchair is necessary when I get old, and it is an intellectual hindrance, and the ... physically unimpaired person usually becomes the person with a disability sometime, too.

Therefore Yasufumi are our seniors.
Saying is the pioneer who opened it up to make the world better more; ... 

Written by Ikuyo Kono and "mother, I are born, I'm sorry," more (there were inappropriateness and the term which might be taken in poetry, but was a work of child with a disability, and respected the original text.)

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I read this poetry and cried.
The person who should say that I'm sorry is not these parent and child.
I felt that the present society which let letting you say so should say that I'm sorry.
Everybody is easy to live; want social, if I think so, please share it.
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線香花火のようなニラの花

2021年10月13日 | 気ままな横浜ライフ
9月19日、ベランダのニラを放置していたら、白い可憐な花が咲いた



切って逆さまにしたら、線香花火のようだった




阪神対巨人の途中経過をネットで見たら、2回だというのに1点を先制したにも関わらず、一挙7点も取られるとは残念!
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「現代の解読」第5号について

2021年10月13日 | O60→70(オーバー70歳)
そうか、この同人誌「現代の解読」第5号は、ちょうど23年前の1998年10月に刊行されたのですね



第5号の編集責任者だったAS君は、誠に残念ながら2002年12月に急逝されました。あの時はとても悲しくて、今でも私は12月が嫌いなのです

同人誌というからには、「自分も何か書いていたなぁ」とページを開くと、ありました。『なっちゃんへの手紙』(「ソビエト連邦訪問記」含む)でした

こんなに年月が経ってしまうと、自分が書いたはずなのに、どこかよそよそしくて、「へぇ〜っ、そうだったのか」と他人の文章のように感じました。もはや別人かも?
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