“why or why not ”の原文

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To get my happiness I had done everything,

but had done nothing to be blamed and accused of.

The sound of footsteps became louder every day,

then I noticed the fact there was no time.

I was a believer in life to be myself always,

and was asking whether I would be alive.

Give me a reason why not to adopt in this way,

or judge me to be guilty of so many incurable sins.

Tell me why or why not,complaining way too much,

maybe I overlooked something fatal for me.